Alas
the red has show
deep in color
on my lips.
Burgundy blood,
from the body of others,
created from their lies.
I may look normal,
but please I beg you,
check my eyes,
they tell a different story.
The story of the pain,
pain from secrets.
Tell me,
I wish to know.
Is it better to lie?
Or for things to be unknown.
Hey you,
Yeah you,
The one who broke my heart,
My everything,
Who shattered my world,
Who caused me greater pain,
Who I got over,
Who I still miss,
Who I cry over,
Not over you,
But over us,
What we had,
What we lost,
What we will never have,
Ever again.
Yeah you.
For Her
I write this for her,
My sister,
In spirit,
In love and in hate,
In her memories,
And mine.
She,
The one who helped me,
Through it all,
Through good,
Through bad,
Through everything,
And through nothing.
Nothing being the element,
The element of what's to come,
Weather it be good or bad,
Easy or hard,
Painful or painless.
I write this for her,
My sister,
In spirit,
In love and in hate,
In her memories,
And mine.
She,
Will never know,
How dear she is,
How she saved me,
How she will keep saving me,
Even when she doesn't notice,
My dear sister,
How I love you,
How I care for you,
I write this for you,
If all we are in life is puppets
I want to break away
I want to rip off these strings
Fly away
Become a person free of these strings
I want to be free
If I am tied down
I can't be me!
I can't be free!
For those who say they can love
I envy you
For those who say you are my friend
I ignore you
For those who say you will always love me
I leave you
For those who say you will never leave me
I reject you
For those who say you will be mine
I run from you
People will always see
what they have done to me
my scars may not be visible
I know I am no normal person
you may sneer and stare
I am ME and I cannot be changed
I am ME and I will be seen
I hate the way you flip your hair
I hate the way you stop and stare
I hate the way you think your cool
I hate the way you make boys drool
I hate the people you are talking to
I hate how good things happen to you
I. Hate. You.
Alas
the red has show
deep in color
on my lips.
Burgundy blood,
from the body of others,
created from their lies.
I may look normal,
but please I beg you,
check my eyes,
they tell a different story.
The story of the pain,
pain from secrets.
Tell me,
I wish to know.
Is it better to lie?
Or for things to be unknown.
Hey you,
Yeah you,
The one who broke my heart,
My everything,
Who shattered my world,
Who caused me greater pain,
Who I got over,
Who I still miss,
Who I cry over,
Not over you,
But over us,
What we had,
What we lost,
What we will never have,
Ever again.
Yeah you.
For Her
I write this for her,
My sister,
In spirit,
In love and in hate,
In her memories,
And mine.
She,
The one who helped me,
Through it all,
Through good,
Through bad,
Through everything,
And through nothing.
Nothing being the element,
The element of what's to come,
Weather it be good or bad,
Easy or hard,
Painful or painless.
I write this for her,
My sister,
In spirit,
In love and in hate,
In her memories,
And mine.
She,
Will never know,
How dear she is,
How she saved me,
How she will keep saving me,
Even when she doesn't notice,
My dear sister,
How I love you,
How I care for you,
I write this for you,
THE LOVE OF MY LIFE THE GODDESS SANDRA ALVARENGA LESBIAN DRUMMER GIVES AMAZING HUGS xD
Current Residence: my parents house...? Favourite genre of music: why does there have to be a genre Favourite photographer: SammiDoll:) Favourite style of art: Photography Operating System: this... one? MP3 player of choice: iPod Wallpaper of choice: MDE:) Skin of choice: ? um m-mine? Favourite cartoon character: Emily the Strange Personal Quote: Apch!
So right now I am in an art class sitting with my friends being boring. I have nothing to really talk about but, I thought I would make a Journal and be annoying. On another not I have been creating a fanfiction, but I will not post it on here I will only be posting it on mibba :)
That is all my lovelies,
Sami_Foxy <3
YES THIS IS INDEED ANOTHER JOURNAL ENTRY!!! MUWAHAHA~! So currently I have been reading fanfictions and I'm getting really into them haha! so i thought i would write a little journal BECAUSE! i wanted too haha (: so i guess all i wanted to say is thank you if you are watching me because I LOVE YOU FOR THAT! and no i am not high i am just chipper (: so i also guess is that as soon as i have money i will be editing and posting more pictures but until then i will be posting poems (: writing drawing and taking pictures are my passions so take your time and read what i got because i am so excited to be here!!!
(sorry if i scared you with all my h
so the last time i did this i had a boyfriend... no longer have one... depresses me...
BUT i have recently gotten into photography more than the usual art obsession...
there's something beautiful about pictures, its like taking one specific moment from time and its wonderful, it makes me go to a place that i couldn't be happier in. Ive found my happiness in art and i think its what i have to do to stay sane... er... mostly sane. especially while i figure out life.